Sometimes

I am ambitious. I wanted to become someone. Someone I like. Someone I care. And someone I admired. But that someone is everyone.

It all started with a little dream and eventually it grew, something big and something I don't know how to get it. There was a time in my so-callled life that everything is running smoothly and I thought it will last as forever. But my expectations was not the one I desired. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe sometimes we are being punished for the mistakes we have done. But life is complicated. We live to understand things and we will continue to believe that everything will be back to what we want to. A new person, positive outlook and a worthwhile me.