Sometimes

I am ambitious. I wanted to become someone. Someone I like. Someone I care. And someone I admired. But that someone is everyone.

It all started with a little dream and eventually it grew, something big and something I don't know how to get it. There was a time in my so-callled life that everything is running smoothly and I thought it will last as forever. But my expectations was not the one I desired. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe sometimes we are being punished for the mistakes we have done. But life is complicated. We live to understand things and we will continue to believe that everything will be back to what we want to. A new person, positive outlook and a worthwhile me.

7

What so special about seven?

In Harry Potter book, Half-Blood Prince, seven is the most magical number. The number of days in a week is seven. God rested on the seventh day. Color of rainbow is seven (ROYGBIV remember?). If you count the openings in our head, its seven. Snow white has seven dwarfs.

Can you think of one?

I was born July 17, 1979 (07-17-1979). See that three seven? Am I lucky? Am I special? Am I magical? Do my parents realize this? Are they aware of number seven on my birthdate? Maybe not or maybe.

Oppss...don't forget my surname is also seven by the way.

I wish I could be a little boy again

How I wish I could be a little boy again. No worries, no problem and carefree. Play, play and more play. No duty to think about. No bills to worry about. And no problems to care about.

How I really wish I could be a little boy again. If there's only a way that I could be one. I will stay as I boy as I am. My life as a boy was meaningful. I play a lot with friends. We climb trees and play like monkey. We swim in the river like no tomorrow. We enjoy folk games until midnight. We have nothing to do but to own our time despite of being young and restless. I vividly remember those times when I was a little boy that I really cherished everytime I reminisce. But now I cannot do it any longer. I cannot enjoy a lot. I cannot climb trees. I cannot play folk games no more. I've grown and missing it all.